If you're very "I want to know where I'm going" have you ever tried to outline. It does not work for me fully (in that I tend to completely re-write my outline after every chapter) but it gives me a sense of knowing where the end is....
Feel free to post in meta_writer if you want tips from people who are a lot saner than me :)
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Feel free to post in meta_writer if you want tips from people who are a lot saner than me :)